Am I gay if I'm physically attracted to a guy but emotionally, chemically, and mentally attracted to girls

no, you are not guy...women look at other women too and admire them. but the first time my son got a ***** a remember him telling me he was looking at an older boys muscles and it made him hard. i asked him why and he said because he wants to be like that when he grows up and it makes sence to me. when i was younger and even now my eyes wander to a womans and its ok. i love my husband very much and he is my best friend too because we conect on the level you are talking about.